Tango Appassionata

It's been a while since I've been in such a horrible depressed mood. Firstly, a friend indirectly reveals that I'm a total fake in everything. I have no good reason to do what I do, and I look like a fool doing it. Something that little that usually I wouldn't care about, suddenly hit me. Other net friends first crack some jokes that was also indirectly addressed to me. I tried to stay put by trying to joke with them as well. Then I couldn't stand it and I left instead. I'm supposed to be spunky, energenic and a bit queer.. that's what others think about me. I guess they don't realize those who never show that they're weak, are really weak inside.



Why do I bother typing up something this sappy into my blog anyway.... Perhaps it's because I'm almost never depressed... I guess you could say. Geez, I'm so pathetic.