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Thanks all for the encouraging comments everyone. I've taken the time to think about it more on the weekend. It feels like I've climbed a step too high and I'm kinda stuck in the middle. I'm just not ready for that line of work yet. Maybe it's a sign I should return to that bloody place called school? :D I guess the hardest challenge right now is to find the right words to say and the right time to say them. I've always had trouble expressing my opinion in the "adult world", afraid I'd ruin my own reputation, or something to that relation. As if they'd look down on me just cuz I'm a kid who has no right to speak up cuz.. well I'm just a naive kid right? Okay scratch that, I'm dumb. Thanks again everyone, I'm in the process of climing down this frustrating ladder. :]]



To the happier side... it's that time of the year for KOUHAKU (紅白)! This year the women win again (ha-ha-haa). But really, the reds were so much more spectacular this year, without a doubt! The guys were SO so-so... The highlights: ORANGE RANGE (not Hana but Locomotion's good too :T), Ueto Aya (Ai no Tame ni), Chemisty (I lub them <3), BoA (QUINCY -- I was reminded of Ishida Uryuu and was like gasp, a song for him? XD), an oldie guy Matsudaira Ken coming in with UBER SHINY KIMONOS WITH OVER 50 MORE UBER SHINY KIMONOED DANCERS dancing to a SAMBA (aka. the 'MATSUKEN SAMBA II')! That was the most surprising thing throughout the whole event but lol it was cool but funny at the same time. Okay back to the highlights: AH Takizawa Hideaki was in the guest stands doing teh judging (damn he's hot? :p), then there were two guest singers from KOREA (gaspgasp... excluding BoA) Ryu (singer of the theme song for Winter Sonata) and Lee Jung-Hyun (I think?) who did some crazy dance plus singing her themes in Koreanified Japanese ;DD. And other faves who showed up included aiko, Hamasaki Ayumi (I swear it looked like she was lip syncing cuz she wasn't in a shortage of breath like she usually is AND she moved around), DREAMS COME TRUE, Nakashima Mika, Hitoto You, PornoGraffiti, Maki Goto and the female Enka artists (I don't know their names by heart... except Kobayashi Sachiko and Fuji Ayako. Nor am I a fan of male enka, except Hikawa Kiyoshi cuz he's young :p). Anyways, this year was awsome but something was missing--! SMAP! Ahahaha, even though I don't exactly love them to bits, they were still missed. :p And probably the most annoying performance was by nobodyknows+ where all the singers in the group just jumped around like mad with their we're-ghetto-and-wannabe-american outfits but at least they sang a good song that I know of (Kokoro no Odoru... perhaps from hearing it at Daiso?). Hahaha, I can't get over the fact that Takizawa Hideaki presence graced the event. XD Oh the little bored face he had on... heehee.



Ok! Install UT now.